drowning in my loves sweet stare.

Drowning In My Love's Sweet Stare.
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Have you ever
momentarily forgotten
who you were...
and been..grateful
for the lapse?

while sitting around
contemplating the
randomness of it all...
pondering the
various things which
chaos impacts?

(Lately)..My head
has felt like a (broken)
Hourglass...with each
thought a mere grain
of sand in an Abyss
consumed by the Mouth
of Eternity.

and it is truly Lonely
Here.

(In My Nothing.)

I have Loved the
Love of Loves Before..
and..Hated with The
Most Intense Hatred..
Everything I was To
Be and Sometimes Am.

(Even going so Far
as to...Consult with
many Spirits of The
Damned.)

Yet...Nothing..
no..Nothing Beyond
Nothing has ever
in this Life (or any)
compared..

to The Profound
Pleasure I feel..
Drowning In My
Love's Sweet Stare.

J.Stephen.H.

waxing philosophical

waxing philosophical...

why should you
always
believe that you
must drink...
the milk of human
kindness.
(without tasting
humanity's tears?)

both occur,
and both are
relevant.

if we laughed when
sad
and cried when happy...

would we be
Fortunate,

or Foolish?

The self is such
a sad uncertain thing
when lost in the
translation of it's
being!

perhaps ill weep
for you.

when you stop
laughing at the
horror of it all

and your face
becomes a broken
wishing stone.

everyone knows
the "truth" right?

(but its theirs
ALone.)

j.stephen.h.

end of the ladder

irony and chaos
govern most of
existence..but theres
a beautiful order to it

Nonetheless

and
its when you're
afraid to fall,

but climb anway

that you come to
discover 

 most meaning
begins at the end
of the ladder

time bleeds

time bleeds.
++++++++++

you
didnt
Believe
me..

when i
told you
that Time
bleeds...

and from
The Haunted
Face of
it's Broken
Clock,

there weeps
The Tears
Of
Centuries!

and yet,..

The Dead
Never Truly
Bury
Their Dead...

they merely
Plant
Another Seed!

(which grows
for an eternity.)

j.s.h.