Monday, August 28, 2023

The Hip ones say:

 The Hip One's Say:

+++++++++++++


The Hip One's

say: 


"Tragedys' 

IN 

This Year."


With Brownie

Points

for Trauma-Tales.


(and Midnight 

Tears. )

*


"Wear 

All 

Emotion

on your 

Sleeve."


"With Pity 

Painted 

On 

Your Face."


"but Ignore

The 

Fool Who 

Grieves."


(Silently in 

Their Lonely 

HeadSpace.)


*


The Hip ones 

say:


"Compassion 

is 

getting Old."


"don't waste much 

time on it."


"and 


Leave your Babies out 

In 

The Cold!"


(they'll stay warm 

in 

Life's Pile of Shit.)

Friday, December 25, 2020

Poets prophecy

 A poets prophecy.

+++++++++


they'll attribute 

To me..


A Hearts' Intent.


(My Odd Head Never

Dreamed.)


But will I laugh aloud,

Or gently weep?!


From that house 

of gold..

Or fiery pit?


(In which my spirit 

sleeps.)


+

Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Kid tested undertaker approved

 KiD TeStEd..


UnDeRtAkEr 


ApPrOvEd.


++++++++


      13


      ___


my words 


are 


not intended 


to sooth.


(but rather 


incite.)


kid Tested,..


Undertaker


Approved!!


(a tragic life 


originating


from the 


evolution of


parasites.)


=


the machine 


eats


our inner 


feelings..


chews them 


up,


and spits


out


dreadful 


"things"...


CREATING


A


Fascination 


with


Death and 


KILLING!


(detached 


from


Human 


Suffering.)


+++


there is


no shame 


in the blame


game.


Though


it's 


easy for


Heaven's


Propagandists


to 


make 


one feel


responsible


for 


God's 


OwN 


mAd 


Inventions.


yet, in 


the 


end its 


all


the 


Same!!


A Road 


To Hell!!


(paved 


WITHOUT


Intentions.)


+


My 


words


were never 


meant to 


Soothe.


(but kill


instead)


Kid tested,


Undertaker 


Approved !!I


(to rid


These 


Parasites


From


My head.)


j.s.h

Thursday, September 26, 2019

Tinfoil heart


Dear Flame,

Did you think
it
was smart?

To paint your
Sacred
Angel Name,

across my
the surface
of my Tin
Foil HearT!

Then try to
put
The Blame

upon those
Shadows in me
DaRk!

+






Wednesday, August 28, 2019

he woke to the scent

he woke to the scent.
+++++++++++++

he woke to the scent
of freshly slaughtered
dreams;

head spinning in awkward
angles against the
backdrop of his frame.

is there a
cure for all these screams!?

(or external cause to
blame?)

+

the mirror is not
an
honest source of
reflection;

it is a sycophant
relaying what you
hope to see.

while
pushing you in
the
wrong direction!!


(corrupting most
of memory.)

+

was it always a
cluster-fuck
like this?
(he wonders.)

chaos courting a
facade of  tranquility?;

fables promising
endless bliss!!

(in exchange for
liberty.)

+

he goes to sleep
with the promise of
nightmares;

head stuffed with
haunted
shadow-stones,

which once heard
the
Harmony of The
Spheres!!!

(but became a closet
full of bones.)

j.s.h.







Saturday, August 24, 2019

a world within a world

a world within a world.
++++++++++++++

its a world within a
world,
creating new worlds
that 
will likely repeat shit
even
when eternity has
lost
it's sense of
being!
+
eh,

no man,
its a
hamster ball
full
of

Brains going
in
whatever backforward
fashion

you so choose.

( or
they
choose for you.)

+

i doubt that.

theres been a 
break in the bell.

it tolls for 
itself now.

(and never hears
its instructions not
to self destruct.)

bang! bang! bang!

(or flip the broken record,
and play whats on the Otherside.)

j.s.h.

Sunday, January 13, 2019

during the construction of this verse

during the
construction of
this verse...
+++++++++++++

No feelings
were
Hurt during
the
Construction
of
This verse.

Just kidding!

Everyone
cried
Themselves to
Death.

(Then Laughed
Ironically 
from
Their Hearse.)

+

I've come
a
long way

(from
Nowhere)

to
get back to
The
Somewhere

I
was
at.

Where
Your Smile
Remained

My
Yesterday.

and
i wasn't madder
than
a fucking
Hatter!

(without his
sanity-hat.)

+

shit...

just Look
away

love,

before its too
late!

these robots
aren't so great
at hugs,

and
destroy the
Humans

They create!!

(because our
blood to them
is drugs.)

+

No souls were
lost during the
construction of
this verse;

just kidding...
Mine Was!!!


(but i only
cry now from
my hearse.)

j.stephen.h.

(with a bit of
help from my
imaginary frienemies.)








Monday, January 7, 2019

Secret rainbows

Secret rainbows.
++++++++++++

Some days i could chew
The stars from the sky,
And spit em back into 
The Face
Of my Colorless Existence.

But
Then secret rainbows
like YOU come along.

(and make the storm's
Of Life seem
Worth It.)

J.s.h.

A temporary reliance upon the dark

if you must
Temporarily
Rely
upon the dark,
do what you
must.

But no
Light
wandering
through
the dark
can ever be
Touched by
shadows.

(It
kisses them
on its own
Bright terms.)

Sunday, November 12, 2017

drowning in my loves sweet stare.

Drowning In My Love's Sweet Stare.
______________________________

Have you ever
momentarily forgotten
who you were...
and been..grateful
for the lapse?

while sitting around
contemplating the
randomness of it all...
pondering the
various things which
chaos impacts?

(Lately)..My head
has felt like a (broken)
Hourglass...with each
thought a mere grain
of sand in an Abyss
consumed by the Mouth
of Eternity.

and it is truly Lonely
Here.

(In My Nothing.)

I have Loved the
Love of Loves Before..
and..Hated with The
Most Intense Hatred..
Everything I was To
Be and Sometimes Am.

(Even going so Far
as to...Consult with
many Spirits of The
Damned.)

Yet...Nothing..
no..Nothing Beyond
Nothing has ever
in this Life (or any)
compared..

to The Profound
Pleasure I feel..
Drowning In My
Love's Sweet Stare.

J.Stephen.H.


Monday, January 30, 2017

waxing philosophical


waxing philosophical...

why should you
always
believe that you
must drink...
the milk of human
kindness.
(without tasting
humanity's tears?)

both occur,
and both are
relevant.

if we laughed when
sad
and cried when happy...

would we be
Fortunate,

or Foolish?

The self is such
a sad uncertain thing
when lost in the
translation of it's
being!

perhaps ill weep
for you.

when you stop
laughing at the
horror of it all

and your face
becomes a broken
wishing stone.

everyone knows
the "truth" right?

(but its theirs
ALone.)

j.stephen.h.





end of the ladder


irony and chaos
govern most of
existence..but theres
a beautiful order to it
Nonetheless

and
its when you're
afraid to fall,

but climb anway

that you come to
discover 

 most meaning
begins at the end
of the ladder

time bleeds

time bleeds.
++++++++++

you
didnt
Believe
me..

when i
told you
that Time
bleeds...

and from
The Haunted
Face of
it's Broken
Clock,

there weeps
The Tears
Of
Centuries!

and yet,..

The Dead
Never Truly
Bury
Their Dead...

they merely
Plant
Another Seed!

(which grows
for an eternity.)

j.s.h.

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

the irony be

the irony be.
__________________

why dear
sweet...
must you
my irony
be?

the ..thorn
within
my hearts-
bruised-
ass!

which always
seeks
strengthening.

(yet breaks
like so much
glass.)

when you
needed
a devil,..
i the devil
was..

(ditto for
angels.)

and all
because..

without
you I
strangle!!

++++

i have
screamed
(through the
centuries)
my protests
against the
gods who
cursed us.

(from that
heaven
where they
dangle.)

+++

so...
why
(my
sweet)
must
you my
Irony
Be?!

am I
Truly
(now)
The
Nothing!!!???

(you refuse
to see.)

j.s.h.








Friday, January 23, 2015

the same bright fated star

my love..

though we may be 
worlds and seas 
apart..

we wish upon
the same bright fated
star.

while sharing a single
beating heart!!

(shaped by love, and
pain, and scars.)

thus i am with you
anywhere you are.

jsh


Wednesday, January 21, 2015

noose necklace

My noose necklace
tightens more by the
second..

and soon..my throat will
constrict and suffocate
the remains of my
conscience..

As love (that broken
flower)...grows more
painful by the hour..

(and I'm left alone
to drown in my nonsense.)



j.stephen.h.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

i dont know where to begin


i dont know where to begin.
________________

Let not the title
confuse you...
there is a certain
optimism beneath the
surface madness..
Hope in spite the
Certainty of Suffering.

(and a profound love
which  opposes those
lackluster marionettes
who wear hateful
masks to obscure the
Grim-Hearts-Bleeding .)

I Walked in your Shoes..
Yesterday...

Today I wear a Dead
Man's Boots..

He was My Brother..

I, His Father...

The Tie which Binds?..
TRUTH.

(until it all became
A Lie.)

How far should I take
this thing Love?...

I've seen the Abyss,
and it's not so terrifying
as that Empty Stare
which see's beyond
Me to Another Grave..
where Muses Bath in
The Devil's Pond..
and Plot Vengeance
every Yesterday!

but I'm sure nothing
would impress "You"
anyway...

You who has
seen it all and earned a
Blind Mans' T-Shirt..
to Celebrate how
you Always Win.

so, Perhaps I'll title
this: "The End"...

yet...

(I don't even know
where The Hell to
Begin.)

j.Stephen.h

Sunday, January 18, 2015

my sister in chains

My Sister in Chains.
_______________

Do not lose
Faith My Sister
in Chains,

for there are
Angels With
You In The
Cage,

who Understand
Your Inner-Pain,
and wipe the
Tears from
Your Sweet
Face!

I know right now
The World Seems
Dark,

and Tomorrow is
Unknown,

but I keep you
Always In My
Heart!

(so you Never
are Alone.)

Do Not Lose
Faith My Sister
in Chains,

for I Hate
to See You
Cry,..

and though
you Entered
Broken into
That Cage..

(You Shall
Come Out
A Butterfly.)

j.stephen.h.

"be not forgetful
to entertain strangers,
for thereby some
have entertained
Angels Unaware.

-hebrews 13:2-

Thursday, January 8, 2015

shooting star talent destined to fall.

shooting star talent destined to fall.
_______________________

in a Perfect World
The Heart would not
so falter...

and The World
would have a
Heart.

with Devils Short..
and Angels Taller!

(More Sun Opposed
to Constant Dark.)

Definitions of
Death would not
be Required Reading
in The Cradle of
Youth.

For A Loving God
would look down
upon us all.

without endless lies
concealing One
Fine Truth!!

(less shooting
star talent destined
to fall.)

j.s.h.








i showed love my beast

I Showed Love My Beast.
_________________

I showed Love
MY Beast, and
She did not Shudder.
(but smiled at me.)

Oh God,This must
be Faith.

(as the damned like
to say.)

Must be Forever..
Or Another Murdered
Yesterday!

(which holds
My Weary Soul
Together.)

Is this what Genius
Sounds Like?
(when falling
in Love.)

A Madman scraping
Dust from Mansion
Floors??!!!!

(in His Finest Sunday
Gloves.)

+++

I showed Love
My Beast, ..and
Laughter Pained
Her Eyes of Blue.

"Surely you Mock
Me!?"
(I screamed.)

"NO My Devil."
she replied.

((It's just that
I Am Beastly
Too.)

J.Stephen.H.