Why Letters of a Circular Nature.

Why Letters of a Circular Nature.
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Another drunken
night in a dim-lit
room..with an ashtray
overflowing half-smoked
cigarettes and unfinished
"Why Letters to God "
littering the floor in wads..

shall I start over?..
Why?...
_

Why seems to be
the word of the day
which leads to more
emptiness because
there is nothing here
but Why?...

A puppet army of
Whys marching like
madness to the Beat
of Absurdity's Endless
Drum..

"Why Care?"...

"Why Not"?...

Neither take you
anywhere..and
everything seems
to Rot ..

"Just Because."

(why has the end
come for nearly
Everything I love?)
_

It's so circular Here..
so that Day and Night
differ only in Shades..
while carrying
A Blackness beneath
their Surface..
which Nothing
Can Escape..

Why?!

Some argue it's
"Just Nature"..
but Nature is
"Just Some
Whores Excuse"
to explain the
Unreasonable
To Mammals who
cannot face the
Monkeys that
We Are.

(Below the
Godly Granduer.)

Why?...

(because
masochists
are busy cutting
themselves
On Stars..
and do
not realize the
The World
is CHOKING
on It's Laughter.)
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Soon another
drunken night
will give way
to a Hungover
Morning spent
tossing and turning
on a stinky bed
without sheets
that smells like
so much sweat
and Disease...
with half-smoked
cigarettes and
unfinished
"Why Letters
to God"
crumbled on
the floor in wads...

It's..always so
Circular Here...
Why?

(just because.)

J.Stephen.H.